09/28

Do not judge the bereaved mother. She comes in many forms. She is breathing but she is dying. She may look young but inside she has become ancient. She smiles but her heart sobs.
She walks, she talks, she cooks, she cleans, she works, she IS but she IS NOT, all at the sane time. She is here but part of her is elsewhere for eternity.

Re living the agony

This is a difficult month for our family
 

It is almost impossible to believe that its four years since our world was turned upside down. 

You may see us working, going places and trying to continue without our angel...it takes tremendous effort to fit into the "normal". We are forever changed, and if I learned anything over these last four years, it's that time does not heal all wounds....love does.

The love that continues to surround our family
 and the prayers that are continuous.

As for the time that we have been separated, it is a gaping hole in our hearts, that can never be replaced. We are learning everyday to live with this tremendous loss.
 Grief is un-explainable at this magnitude.

We are continuing to trust in the plan God has for us, knowing all along he is comforting us through our family,friends,and acquaintances, we feel the Blessings of all.

When you end your busy day, take a moment to embrace your loved ones, show kindness and love. Every second with them is precious and you don't know how quickly that can change. We take so much for granted, in our life that stopped on 09/28/2011. 

Please continue to pray for us as we remember this tragic month, and also remember how Nicole's life changed yours.

We are forever grateful for the gift God gave us of Nicole's precious life, the lessons she taught us and the constant grace he pours out on us.

Angel at my door